Sunday, November 13, 2011

walker's high

it's been a long, long while since i've written a detailed bit, so here goes. i'll be doing this with lots of pictures. they're not great, but i just wanted to have some kind of markers in my story. ;)

there are a number of reasons why doing my first half marathon was quite a different experience for me.

nope, running for chocolate is not one of them, haha..

first of all, i did it alone - which i actually preferred, because i wanted to run/walk at my own pace - no trying to catch up or having to wait for someone. secondly, i downgraded myself from joining the full marathon (for charity) in 2006 and 2007, so i didn't feel threatened by the 13.1 miles. but lo and behold, there were a few extra challenges thrown my way - i was sick for more than a week before the marathon, and i got my period two days before the event! yikes! but yeah, i couldn't pass up the opportunity for this long-awaited "adventure," even if i felt the works of my dysmenorrhea till the night before. i really really really wanted to do this "solo" marathon. crazy.


so. october 09, 2011. long beach, california. =) my siblings and some friends were doing the bike marathon, so i didn't go there by my lonesome self. and i heard that there were still a few gawad kalinga runners this year, so i went ahead and used my old shirt so i could support them in my own little way. 

go GK! 

while waiting near the starting line, the announcers talked about this and that, welcomed back the loyal ("grampa-type") runners, and just kept the excitement flowing in the crowd. suddenly they called this lady beside me to come up to them and say hello. turned out that she's yolanda holder - current guinness world record holder for having run the most number of marathons in a year (106 in 2010)! haha, such a nice bit to add to my story. no picture, even if i could have asked her easily. too early in the morning for me. or i was probably too shy, as usual. hehe. 

but june told me, i should take pictures of the mile markers coz they've got art in them. well, that i did.

 @ 6:23:16am, i started walking the first mile
with nina's song simula. ;)
eto na, oras na
para magsimula..
today's the day, i'll start my way, the only way..
ang sarap magsimula kung masarap ang simula.. 


the sun greeted me on my way to the 2nd mile marker. i can still smell the cool air surrounding me, refreshing me, and keeping me company while i stared at everything around me. and this went on for the next few miles. lots to see!


oh, by the way, the regular start of the marathon is at 7am. i joined the early walkers, coz a walker is what i am. ;) i caught sight of the runners behind me before reaching mile 5.


then the elite runners started passing me by, 
blocking my shot of mile 5 hehe.


still, i walked and took pictures like i was only there for the sights =p

i wasn't the only one taking pictures
(brightroom - official photographer of the event) 
cheerers were awake by this time
this was where the 4-mile stretch by the beach started. i loved it!
just a place we went to for swimming a few months ago 
as i posted on facebook:
sand + sea + skies + people = ahhh.. =)

there's supposed to be a "wall" around mile 10. but how could i feel tired when i was surrounded by my fellow runners, including "grandma" below, just pushing through? besides, there were too many cheerers who wouldn't let me walk - i had to run whenever they shout words of encouragement. =)


when i got to the split, i thought of those two times when i went on to complete the full marathon. i wasn't scared then (i don't know why hehe), so yeah, i was still feeling proud of myself even as i continued in my course ever so slowly, but surely. ;)

refreshing blue skies..

my siblings finished their bike marathon in about two hours. they went to meet me during my last two miles. some of the pictures below were taken by them..

last mile!! 
still having fun!

and just like that, i finished. =D it's always interesting to see the stats afterward. the marathon's website got cool graphs and stuff, and i also tracked my workout using the endomondo app on my phone. it just sucks (for the OC in me) that i forgot to stop the app right after i passed the finish line. but yeah, my official time is 03:31:03. ;)

pee break on mile 6 slowed me down =p

such a nice play in the numbers: 6:23:16 am start time, 03:31:03 total time, and 10001 overall place. ;)

somewhere in between, i munched on half a banana, some pretzels, and chips from volunteers and spectators. i missed out on the m&m's (coz my hands were full with other goodies) and donut holes (coz they were on the other side of the road from me). but right after we took the picture below, we went to a bbq place for lunch, so everything was good as far as my stomach was concerned. =)


this entry is way too delayed. but i still got the high. i actually walked around the neighborhood this morning (only for 20 minutes - better than nothing). planning to do it regularly. =D

i also joined another half marathon two weeks ago - LA's rock n' roll one. i was only supposed to go to the expo the day before the run, so i can meet hannah over there and buy some PR bars. but the thought of running/walking stuck with me that whole day, so when i found a way to get into the event, i went ahead and grabbed it. =p

we bought 5 boxes, and got an extra big one for free ;)
costume c/o hannah
dressed up as emily WEBster (my reg 'sponsor'),
aka SPIDERwoman =p treat or treat!! 

i just had to add this: i was chatting with a friend the other day, and i told her that i hope my passion/interest for running doesn't go away. i was confused by her reply - 


hehehe, quite a CHANGE from usual answers like "you just have to nurture your passion" or something. but yeah, she's right. we should trust that there will ALWAYS be something good in the changes in our lives. we shouldn't force things to always be the way they were before - particularly those things that we can't really control. so for now, i'll enjoy every moment of my current high. i shouldn't ask for it to be with me forever, but i should look forward to always having various kinds of HIGHS in my life. ;)

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

late night musings

[from a few weeks ago]

I'm blessed to feel that I've been living a full life. In my own unique and 'silent' way. It may not be ideal. I know there are times that I could've done, and should be doing more. But really, whenever I look back, I am content. No regrets. Everything fell into place, and even if there are disappointments, I know that I am where God wants me to be, and He's always with me.

I am still a work in progress, I know. That's why I'm still willing to give my all, as always. There's still so much that I can do. But yeah, I just want to acknowledge that I've been doing my best. Even if sometimes my best isn't good enough. Anyhow, no worries. =)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

isang linggong pag ibig [toink]

i've always felt that i'm most productive at work on tuesdays.

and i've noticed that i have a lot of blog/journal entries on thursdays.

mondays are a given - i'm sluggish and would rather stay in bed all day. although recently, i find myself busy spending my nights with SD and TSC tasks.

on saturdays and/or sundays, i do make time for lots of sleep and/or being a couch potato. i'd like to be more active though.

it would be real nice if i could spend my wednesdays for the things i like - books, music, nature - to name a few.

keeping fridays open for unplanned activities should give me just the right amount of the unknown to keep my week out of a rut.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

falling deep into...

the unbearable lightness of being [milan kundera]

"Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves."

* hmm, is this why i'm always bothered by dizzy/vertigo spells??? *

"The heaviest of burdens is therefore simultaneously an image of life's most intense fulfillment. The heavier the burden, the closer our lives come to the earth, the more real and truthful they become. Conversely, the absolute absence of burden causes man to be lighter than air, to soar into heights, take leave of the earth and his earthly being, and become only half real, his movements as free as they are insignificant. What then shall we choose? Weight or lightness?"

* weight. ano pa nga ba? but sometimes, we're not given a choice. we just have to deal with what is. *

"...there is nothing heavier than compassion. Not even one's own pain weighs so heavy as the pain one feels with someone, for someone, a pain intensified by the imagination and prolonged by a hundred echoes."

* ouch. *

"But when the strong were too weak to hurt the weak, the weak had to be strong enough to leave."

* huh. in weakness, there's strength. o diba.*

"There is no means of testing which decision is better, because there is no basis for comparison. We live everything as it comes, without warning..."

* and live we should. *

"The goals we pursue are always veiled... The thing that gives our every move its meaning is always totally unknown to us."

"...it is questions with no answers that set the limits of human possibilities, describe the boundaries of human existence."

* okay. *

 read the book during 1st year college. i miss reading. but i still can't seem to get back to my favorite hobby. busy busy days.