what's done is done

[green day]
do you have the time
to listen to me whine
about nothing and everything
all at once?

The Pope is dead.
Byggs also died last sunday. waah! - didn't even get to figure out what really caused his sickness.
i got sick last monday. first sick leave in my current job.
these are only some of the reasons why i wasn't too eager to post in my blog.
but well, what's done is done.

.....
funny how we connect too much to material things.
*a few weeks back, i restored my laptop to its original settings. i backed up all my college data, but i still felt something stir in me while erasing my files and running the restoration disk.
*i remember forcing myself not to think about my nokia 3210 cellphone when it was snatched during college senior year. i just bought a new casing that i liked very much (dark dark green), and i didn't even get to appreciate it for more than a few days!
*and then today, my brother lent me his backpack. what does this have to do with what i'm saying? this bag is just like the one my crush had. so i actually smiled and felt so good to see my brother's bag, coz it reminded me of this one time when i hugged my crush's bag. silly me. hehe.

so ok, it's actually the memories and the representation of these things that i am really attached to. i guess it's just more convenient to "feel" for a thing (that you can control and keep with you whenever you'd like it to be there) instead of a person. but still, as morrie says, i would rather put my energies into people.