me and others

"take away all of that, what do YOU want?"

that was casey's question to me, almost seven years ago. i still don't know how to answer it.

why do i tend to consider everything and everyone around me before deciding on what I supposedly want? hmm.

time and again, i've also been told that i am actually better off if i care less about others. does it mean that i go too far with my being a 'woman for others?' do i forget to include my preferences in MY life?

hmm. enough for now. not really in a thinking mood. this just spilled over from the recent bits that just popped up from wherever. as a friend advised last night, i'm letting go and letting God figure it out for me.